Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Eff being next, my main thing is being current

Feels like these 4 walls are closing in.
A product of being:


Its a epidemic every teenager suffers from, including i (me?), it's been the worst this summer, personally, especially b/c im startin school as a freshman again. So theres no "summer reading", and music can hold only my attention for so long. Everytime i talk to someone its "im bored" or "there's nothing to do around here", which is true, but you cnt hang with friends all day, so i asked myself: "what is there to do those days when you not with friends (which is most of the time)?" and my answer was: "nothing''. You seem to get bored with something quicker when you have free time or unlimited time with it, which makes computer time more like "eye hurting and headaches", video games more like "lets see how many times i can beat this", and t.v more like "lame ass shows". Idk if bordem can be solved, honestly, i dnt think it can. So now im just tryna cope with being in a room alone where the 4 walls are closing in day by day. I need an answer on how to occupy your time at home. Seriously.

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